Sydney, where to begin….you were the light of life, my mini me for so many years. Do you remember eating so many strawberries and vomiting all over both of us? Gross right? But it was definitely a memory I will not forget. Our lego playing, going to the fair, going to the lake? I would love to understand what happened? Perhaps I never will. When you accused Kirby and I of abusing you, you clearly lost your ever loving mind! You know damn well you were lying! But you see only a fool lets a snake bite him twice, hence the reason I stopped fighting to keep you home. How did you think this would all turn out for you? Do you or did you think that we would one day open our home, open our arms and forget all about this? I hope in the course of the very difficult life you have chosen for yourself that you will see the errors of your way. We’ve all been dumb, but what you did was well beyond that! I don’t know who you are or what you have become? Did you think we wouldn’t find those next day apportion pills you had hidden in drawer that were prescribed to that fucking idiot Eden? Now we know why you “loved” them so much…they were hiding your secrets like pathetic fools they are. Did you think we wouldn’t find all the vape pens, the Tito’s vodka receipts? You are nothing but a phony lying con job now. Do you think you can abandon us and feel sorry for you? No, you will walk the road you chose, you will weep the whirl winds. Let’s see if that half baked sister of yours can bail you out of life’s challenges! She’s only as fucking stupid as you are! Spread them legs, you will be nothing more than that pathetic whore of a mother you have. 4 kids with 4 different daddy’s! Real roll model that bitch is! But don’t worry your sister is well on that path already. Just know, call those fake ass fucks that you want to call you parents now when you get in trouble. We’ll see how long they bail you out, give you advice…but I’m going to bet it stops when you graduate high school because they aren’t your real parents. They could care less in the long run what happens with and to you. All they care about is their precious daughter who you think walks on water. News flash, she also is a whore wanna be….look at her mother. Piss poor examples in life leads to piss poor children. You think you are the ring leader of your piece of shit friends?? No, you are just a follower, too stupid to know it. I wish I could in the end wish you all the luck in life’s endeavors, but I can’t. Uncle Jarrod says that one day you will become like the prodical son of the Bible, but know you won’t have the reception here. And let me guess, you’ve never heard of that story because you are so selfishly stuck up your friends ass and too stupid to know it. But to give you the short of it, a son runs away from home, does horrible things, gets in all kinds of trouble, hitting rock bottom and crawls back home to become the best son a family could ask for. They welcomed him home with open arms. You will not find that hear…you will not know whether I’m dead or alive. You will not know whether your true grandparents are dead or alive. You won’t know if your cousin’s are dead or alive. You have no place to run to, no place to hide, no place to call your home. Your home is with all the fucking idiots who led you down this path making you think that this was the best path to take. Call Trinity Goldsmith, see if she gives two fucks. Call that bitch whore of a counsellor of yours at the high school and see if she gives 2 fucks after you graduate. I’m pretty sure you are going to find no one answering your calls, no one giving you shelter, no one to bail your ass out. But remember dumb dumb, you made the bed and now you sleep in it! Just know, the advice of the sheriff was, that you were a dangerous person…they said you could lie straight to their face and didn’t blink an eye. If you think that’s a compliment you are sorely mistaken…it’s a sign of a morally rot and decay. You have no morals, you have no life experience, yet you think you have all the knowledge in the world, I CAN’T wait to see you smacked in the face. Know that no matter where you go, I will do my best to destroy you if you haven’t already done that for yourself. Did you really think I would let you go back to work for Bonnie? YEAH RIGHT, go find your own job making minimum wage, that’s all you are worth at your age anyway. If you wonder if any of us think or worry about you….for the most part you have been forgotten. Mammaw still brings up your name the most in conversation 6 months later but she would be it. Kirby and I haven’t talked about you since the day I signed over paperwork making your new bitch of a mother responsible for you. I’ve heard that she’s let you get all whore’d out now, nose rings, belly rings, earrings all up and down your ears…bravo….look like a whore = getting treated like one. I’m sure that over time I’ll have more to add to this, but for now best of luck to you idiot. One day I hope you will see what a fool you were…I won’t matter to me if you actually admit it. But I hope you will at least admit it to yourself. When you do this sort of thing to your family, it’ll eat at your conscience more than mine. You know damn well you were in the wrong, we did nothing to you. But I can promise, next time I’ll give you a fucking reason to run out of my life and never come back! Adios little mini Anna Norman!